Please Notice: If this is your first time reading, I advise you to read both chatpters 1, 2, & 3. If you don’t read them you wont understand the story.

Chapter 4
“Why did God give me this life”

I scooted up,  I realized that I was in my car again, Did the angel bring me back here? Did he put my car on the side of the road? Or, was this just a dream? I turned on my car, I had high fuel this time, Have I lost my mind? Do I need help? I think I need to seek some therapy. I laid back and started this over, I start the car and call Kelly again. “Hello? Beyonce? Beyonce? Are you okay?” “Yeah I’m fine, Hey, um, did I call you earlier today?” I asked. “Yeah you did, You hung up on me. Did you lose service?” Kelly asked, “Yeah, I lost service,” I said, I was already tired of talking, all I wanted to do is have a nice meal at my favorite restaurant in New York, But to be honest, I didn’t even feel like driving that far, I realized that I was THAT far from Kelly’s house, So I told her I’d drop by just to cozy and warm, when I checked the clock it was 6pm, I parked in Kelly’s garage where she had it open, I hurried and buttoned my shirt again, the angel really fucked me up good, and when I mean good I mean ‘good’

            I hoped out my car and hugged Kelly, she seemed terrified, “Beyonce, you need to go shower girl, you really stank” I guess that was okay, I did stink anyways. I put down my stuff, and before I put my stuff down I got this text message, it said “See you tonight” I replied back “who is  this?” I went to go shower, when I walked inside the bathroom I smelled this fine, strawberry, flower smell. I pull of my clothes, I hop inside the shower, I really just stood there, thinking about my baby, I wanted to hold her, once again, I wanted to feel her tender soft skin, once again I started crying, bursting into tears, why? Why did I sudden think about Blue, I don’t know, then suddenly, the shower started getting smoky, real smoky, It was weed clouds, I started getting this feeling in my chest, I couldn’t breath at all, I slipped on the hard red bricks on the ground chocking, the more I chocked I saw this white think in the cloud on smoke, it had a knife, it looked like he was mad, he looked like he was actually about kill me, but I didn’t care if I did die at this point, I just wanted all of this bullshit to stop, as soon as he was fixing to stab me I heard screaming it was Kelly, she was screaming “No! No! Somebody HELP!” I got up as fast again, I opened the shower door and the floor was RED, I slipped again,  I got up and saw my rob, my rob was soaking wet, full of red stuff, I put it on I heard screaming once again, although this time I heard slapping, I heard bumping & growling at this point I ran out the restroom, I was screaming “KELLY? KELLY?” I crying running for my life, I looked everywhere, then, the house went silent, I walked slow, & quiet, I went down stairs, went to the kitchen, then “KABOOM” I heard a gun the house the I heard bumping and growling, I grabbed one of Kelly’s long knife’s, it was 12 inches long, the size of a ruler, I walked, & walked, & walked shaking, breathing hard, I heard the door screech, footsteps walking toward the dining room, I ran and ran into one of the cabinets, I hid in there, I was breathing so hard, I had to cover my mouth just to stop me from breathing, I peeped inside the the little hole that was inside the cabinet and I find to see that it’s a man with a BB Gun, and a long knife in his pocket, longer than the knife in my hand, but no, this was just no normal person, this man had a deformed shaped head, stitches’ on one of his eyes, crooked fingers, I was terrified, there was rats in the cabinet, the pipes started oozing red stuff. The man walked out again, this time, he walked out of the door,  I got the cabinet and the rats ran out, then “BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM” he walked and ran, I ran upstairs, and ran in Kelly’s room, and I hid under the bed, he opened every door in the house, and shot at it, then finally, he came in Kelly’s bedroom, he open a closet door, then there was Kelly, with gushes’ of blood on her head, her arms, her legs, and it was on her clothes, she was chained from head to toe, he broke the chains except the chains on her feet and legs, then she was breathing hard, he was stripping her clothes off, then I heard bumping, I heard moaning, loud moaning, but the moaning sounded like it hurt, he was raping her, hard,  and finally gushes, of blood squirted out of Kelly’s vagina, it was too hard for me to watch, it was crazy, I couldn’t deal, with the hurt in her voice, the anxiety of her orgasm, I couldn’t watch this at all, it was gross, where is Kelly’s boyfriend at this point? Its like 8:00pm, he should be here by now. The man pulled up his dirty pants, pulled up Kelly’s underwear, and he took her somewhere, I really didn’t know, I was crying so hard. Then all of sudden, I was dragged from under the bed, I was screaming loud, He was kicking me, punching the life out me, he growling, and saying “Get back here you fucking bitch” I kicked him in his nose, He tiped on the bed, I grab the knife  from under the bed, and then I was ready to stab him, then “BOOM” he slapped me, fell inside the closet Kelly was raped in, then I kicked him and grabbed his gun, and ran, as I was on my way out of the house, I was screaming, breathing hard, trying to find Kelly, I couldn’t find her, I really couldn’t. So I was in the front of the house trying to get the door open, but I couldn’t get it open so I had to break the glass with the gun I had. And out the door I cried, I broke down in the middle of the street with my rob untied, my boobs and everything hanging out,

I was crying to myself, “why do I have to go through such pain, Why do I have countinue my life in such struggle?

Why, Did God give me, this life?”

Please Note: If this your first time reading, I advise that you read the 1^st & 2^nd chapter before reading this one.

Chapter 3  

(Beyonce’s Narration)

I woke up the next morning, I was covered in sweat and dry tears, I didn’t even know where I was, I didn’t even realize that I was in the middle of the woods, I looked out of the window, It was pale, & foggy, I tried to turn on the car, but once I turned on the car it said I had ‘low fuel’, So I called Kelly, “Hello?” said Kelly in a tired voice “Kells” I said, my voice was dry, “Yeah? Who is this?” “Its me Beyonce” I said. “Oh hey whats up girl?” she finally sounded like she cared, “I’m out of fuel, I'm stuck in the middle of the woods. I was up all night trying to find  Blue…No where too be found..” “Beyonce! You should have asked me to come and help you! You know you can’t do that all by yourself!” Said Kelly “I know, I know, I was just in a fucked up mood girl, Me & Jay-Z were fighting, Solange was being nosy, & Mom, I just cant stand her at this point, this bitch has ruined my damn life, I cant even trust her with Blue anymore, Ugh... But anyways, can you help me? Kelly? Kelly?” I realized that I lost service, I was pissed, I hopped out the car and collapse on the ground full of leaves, I was so tired until laid there for a min, then got back up, it was pale, foggy, and cloudy outside, I could barley see the trees.

I walked for 15 minutes, trying to find my way, but no where to found, then, I heard footsteps behind me, I turned around, and I saw a body, I didn’t know if it was a boy or girl, I screamed “HEY” it didn’t awnser back, So I screamed again, “HEY”. I ran to it, the closer I got, the more I noticed it was a man, but the more I got closer, the more it vanished, I turned around again, and I asked “HEY! DO YOU KNOW YOU KNOW HOW TO GET OUT THESE WOODS?!” he didn’t awnser, but in the blink of and eye he was close to me, he was a shirtless guy with green eyes, “shhhh…..” he said in a calm voice. I felt the warmth of his breath on my face, “How..How…How did you do tha-?” “You must be silent” he said. His voice sounded like weed to my ears, “But. But why?” I said “Because, they come can come and prosecute you, you must be silent” “Who..Who…Who is ‘they’?” “The Police, they’ll come and prosecute you” he said, he started rubbing me, and, I started rubbing him, “What is your name?” I asked, “I cant tell you” he said, I just left it alone right then and there cause I didn’t want argue with him, I was too tired anyways, So I leaned in to kiss him, but then I fell to the ground, and when I looked up, he wasn’t there at all, So I stood up, and started walking again, and before you know it WOOSH I went in the sky I was on my stomach in the air flying on top of him, (of course) my hair in the wind, my hands in the air, I hadn’t been this happy in a while, he did all kinds of flips and tricks in the air, I laughed, he laughed. We were both having a great time, His wings smelled like a sweet sunflower in summers breeze. I forgot about Blue for a while, I felt free, I felt like a bird in the sky, I felt like I had just been lifted up from earth and going to heaven. Finally we arrived back in the woods, I'm laying on the ground, him on top of me. He started kissing me on my neck I started kissing him back, He start’s stripping my clothes off just leaving on my bra, I rub him, I kiss him, I feel him, I just didn’t want too let him go because he was just so warm to my skin, I can smell the mustiness of our sex, the taste of his lips, I just didn’t want to let him go. He kissed me again on my neck, down to my chest, then my lips, then nose, then forehead, and he held my hand as he went inside the air leaving me on the ground with my shirt unbuttoned, smiling. I never knew that I would experience something so magical, something that was so wrong, but felt so right.

I was in love…… in love with….. an angel  ♥

Chapter 2 

Beyonce’s world was crushed, Jay-Z just sat on the couch, speechless, Solange sat on the end of the couch trying to find something happy on TV.

*touches Beyonce’s leg* Jay-Z: Bey….

*Beyonce walks away and Jay gets up*

Jay-Z: Bey.

*Beyonce starts walking to the room*

Jay-Z: Beyo-

Beyonce: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT.

Jay-Z: WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS?

Beyonce: Why im acting like this? WHY IM ACTING LIKE THIS? Nigga, Do you know what the fuck happened today? You fucking messed up.

Jay-Z: *walks to Beyonce* How am I messed up?

Beyonce: *Beyonce turns around, she has a towel in her hand* You hollered at me this morning ASKING me to wash your damn clothes THEN after I refused to wash em’ you pushed  me down and KNOCKED my damn baby out my hand like im some kind of slave trynna BREAK out of slavery!!! Then YOU break my BABY’S arms, walk out the damn house like you some IKE TURNER or something, Then I call you at the damn hospital and you act like a damn fool acting like you don’t know I told you. BITCH *hits him with the towel* WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THIS SHIT?  YOU ACT LIKE THIS NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED? You don’t even CARE that you own baby is LOST!!!!!!!!!!!

Jay-Z: Babe, I think we just need some *starts to caress her* love.

Beyonce: JAY.

Jay-Z: WHAT?

Beyonce: I DON’T WANT YOUR DAMN DICK TONIGHT. *starts packing bags* I’m going to go find my damn baby, and until you act like you want your baby back, im staying in a hotel, fuck this shit. *starts leaving out room*

Jay-Z: But Babe!

Beyonce: GOODBYE JAY.

*Solange just awkwardly stands there*

*Beyonce hops inside the car*

Jay-Z: *runs* HEY HEY HEY! Where you going with my damn car? *Solange pops out the door*

Beyonce: WHERE I SAID I WAS GOING. 

Jay-Z: HOW AM I GOING TO GET TO THE STUDIO TOMORROW?

Beyonce: GET A TAXI NIGGAH……….*drives off*

Jay-Z: BITCH…….

*Jay hits the car, but hurts himself, his knuckles are bleeding when he walks inside the house*

*Jay shakes hand* Jay-Z: Goddammit.

Solange: What just went on? *shocked*

Jay-Z: Nothing, just….just… just go home.

Solange: *packs purse* Okay. I gotta go check on my OWN man anyways.

Jay-Z: Then go….

Solange: Okay don’t get twisted nigga. I’ll knock the ash off your lips….

Jay-Z: Man nigga, shut up over there looking like the broke down version of Diana Ross

Solange: …….bye

Jay-Z: Bye! And comb that bush while you at it.

Solange: *pats  weave*

Beyonce is going to the area where Blue Ivy stolen. She looks for 3 hours, no where to be found, she says a prayer:

Beyonce: 

Dear God,

I know you know that my baby is there, I know she somewhere in this town lord, Blue is the world to me, She changed my life completely, I don’t know what else to do lord. What did I do to deserve this? Is it because of my music? Is it because of the conflict between me and my mom? What? Tell me why Lord, Tell me. I want my daughter back, I wont be able to go to sleep tonight without kissing her on the check, hugging her tight, giving her a bath, that’s my child, I cant stop thinking about her.

And whom ever or who ever she’s with lord, please, please, keep her safe.

In the name of Jesus I pray.

Amen. 

To Be Countinued....

Introduction

Everyone on the outside thought that the Knowles family was a perfect family, According to Beyonce, that inst even true, there is Rumors spread around the family, There are Lies being told in the family, and there is War, and when I mean war, I mean War. Through this series, you will learn the real side of the Knowles Family, the brutal side of the family, You will see a side of a family that you have never seen before, secrets will be reveled, hearts will be broken, people will die. Don’t expect a love story, a happy story full of unicorns and rainbows…. So if you don’t like murder stories… I advise you to close this down RIGHT NOW…

Chapter 1

 Beyonce wakes up early in the morning, feeds Blue, Gets Jay up, & cleans Dishes, when the clock hits 10:00 am, she’s tired, She flops on the couch, and starts watching TV, “BEYONCE” shouted Jay “Yeah!?” called Beyonce “BEYONCE” shouted Jay even more, “Lemme see what this nigga want Ugh,” She gets up and walks up stairs to see whats going on with Jay, “BEYONCE…” Jay turns around and sees her at the door, Beyonce can tell that he’s angry “Bey, Why the hell didn’t you wash my clothes last night? Didn’t I tell you?” “Jay,” blurted Beyonce “It was late, And I was busy yesterday,” She slumps away.. “Busy? Bey you were here all day yesterday, don’t lie Bey” said Jay. “But Jay, I went to go take Blue to the park to get some fresh air, then I went grocery shopping, then I went to go to moms house to get something from her and I got home until five.… I'm sorry” said Beyonce. “Ugh, Whatever man, And I thought you and your momma wasn’t getting along? What the fuck you going to her house for?” questioned Jay. “I had to stop by and get some things that I left from her house, Jay. I gotta go to her house anyways…….. May as well go now” Beyonce smiles, Beyonce knew she wasn’t going to her moms house, she’s going to go anywhere at this point. “Your not going anywhere tell my clothes are washed, okay?” Said Jay. “Um Jay, but I need to go… like now” Beyonce walks out the room, she goes down the stairs and picks up Blue, she hears heavy footsteps coming down the steps. Jay grabs Blue and slams her down on the couch, she cries, “JAY” screams Beyonce “WASH MY DAMN CLOTHES, and if they are not washed by the time I get back….” Jay pauses “just… WASH MY DAMN CLOTHES” Jay walks out the door, Beyonce sees Blue smothered inside her blankets, Beyonce cries “BLUE NO..” she picks up Blue, Blue cries loud and loud, Beyonce checks Blues arms, they are broken, every step Beyonce makes, she cries, Beyonce picks up Blue and rushes her to the hospital..

            *Beyonce calls Jay*  

Beyonce: Jay *cries*

Jay: Yeah…

Beyonce: You broke my daughters arms….

Jay: What?

Beyonce: YOU BROKE….MY DAUGHTERS…..ARMS *gets angry*

Jay: What the fuck….

Beyonce hangs up on on Jay-Z she calls Solange,

Beyonce: Solange *cries*

Solange: Yes? *she gets worried* whats wrong?

Beyonce: Blue is hurt…

Solange: WHAT? OMG WHERE ARE YALL

Beyonce: I'm in the emergency room, they said that her right arm is fractured

Solange: OH MY GOD, I'm on my way,

As Solange hangs up Beyonce can here Solanges Boyfriend in the background talking to her, Right now, Beyonce knows that they’re gonna ask her what happened, She dosent want to tell because she dosent want the doctors in her business, and she dosent want Jay to leave… The Doctor walks in..

Doctor: Hello Beyonce *shakes hands*

Beyonce stares at the doctor…. She kinda thinks that he’s attractive, she gets a napkin and wipes face….

Beyonce: *in a sexy voice* Oh Hi Doctor, *she smiles*

Doctor: Okay, So we took some X-Ray’s on Blues arm, its in pretty bad shape… what happened?

Beyonce gets nervous, she dosent want to tell what happened, but the guy is so attractive, she just wants to tell…. But she lies

Beyonce: *crosses legs* Well… Um…Lets just say that…. Um… She was crawling around….and she got her arm caught inside th-

*Solange barges inside the room and cries*

Solange: Jesus… is she even breathing

Doctor: Yes Ma’m shes breathing

Beyonce: *looks at Solange* um… hello Solange..

Solange: Hey Bey.. I'm so sorry

*Alan walks in*

Solange: Alan just come and sit down baby I’ll be out in the next 10 mins

*Alan starts playing with Blue, and Blue cries*

Beyonce: *pushes Alan out the way* Alan…..

Alan: Ayee! I anit mean no harm

Beyonce walks backs to her seat and Solange sits Alan Down *

Doctor: Well… I will bring Blue a cast, right now, try to be as gentle as you can with her, okay?

Beyonce: *sigh* Okay,

Doctor walks out of the door, but barges into Jay rushing in

Jay: Whats going on? *picks up Blue and Blue cries*

Beyonce: Oh my god Jay *facepalm* we have been here for almost 1 hour and all of sudden you wanna just come and take the baby. YOU THE FUCKIN ONE THAT BROKE THE BABY ARM….

Oh shit… L

Solange: *turns to Jay-Z* so you broke my niece’s arm?

Jay-Z: Look, me and Beyonce got into a little fight and I accidentally dropped the baby…

*Momma Tina walks in*

Tina: Now Jay-Z….

Beyonce gets scared. She turns to Solange.

Beyonce: Solange, I know… I know…. I know you didn’t tell her this

Solange: Ehh… *gets nervous* yes…. Beyonce look, shes our mom…

Beyonce: I told you to simply not tell her about any of my business…

Tina: You don’t have a business…..

*Beyonce fiercely walks up to Momma Tina* Beyonce: Yes I do, im a grown ass lady and I can do WHATEVER the hell I wa-

Without Beyonce even saying the next word Momma Tina slaped her… Beyonce gets back up and punches her momma in the lips, Solange runs in, she pushes Beyonce tries and tries to get her off Tina but she couldn’t. Jay jumped in, he couldn’t get Momma Tina off her, it was too brutal, Beyonce ran to the nightstand and got a glass vase, and hit her mom on the head, her mom ducked, then, policemen came inside the room, they pushed Jay-Z away, all you could hear in the room was madness, finally, they got a tazer and tazed Beyonce, she finally went down to the ground.

            After 10 mins after the fight, they settled down, they went back inside the room and there was an empty bed….. after 20 mins of looking, they found out they had lost there own… Blue Ivy Carter.

To Be Continued………